Finals Done, Class Begun

Fuck, finals week sucks during the summer! Took me all weekend just to recover, and now I’m starting class again. At least I’m in a different building this time. This one is MUCH less creepy.

I’ve been thinking about that (x) symbol I keep seeing around campus.  I saw it on Sarcastic Observer’s blog, so I guess he’s been noticing them, too. Thing is, this Operator Symbol isn’t definitely one thing or another. It’s supposed to have to do with some sort of boogey man. I keep trying to type the real name, but I just can’t bring myself to. How fucking weird is that? But people can’t seem to agree on whether the symbol repels him, or summons him.

Who the fuck would SUMMON him? I mean, that’s what Proxies are for, right? Who is fucked up enough to want to even BE one?

Anyway, I’ve been noticing them more often lately, around the dorm and my the building my last class was in, and I haven’t seen the creepy professor (shit, was that him?) or the shadowy man I saw outside my dorm. So maybe they drive the bad things away? I dunno, but I do feel better each time I see one, even though it reminds me of the creepy shit that’s been happening.

About That Guy

I was reading that blog that I got linked to, and I just don’t know about this Sarcastic Observer guy. I mean, he seems to know stuff, but he seems to WANT to know stuff more than he cares about DOING something about it. I don’t know if I should trust him. He’s a little too interested in my roommate’s death. And me. He's even been calling me! Again, fucking creepy! And he was wandering around the dorms the night I saw that shadow guy. What is WRONG with him? If he really knows that people are getting ripped to pieces, then why the fuck is he going out LOOKING for stuff?

I really don’t want to wake up one morning to find bits of him scattered around the dorm.

Better Said In Daylight

Didn’t want to write about this last night. Daylight seems safer. Or is it? Half the scary shit I see happens in the daytime. But she died at night, so I guess night’s still worse?

Anyway, last night I saw something wandering around outside the dorms. He looked… off. Not like the creepy professor. This one wasn’t wearing a suit, for one, just dark pants and a shirt. But the shadows around him were darker than they should be, even when he wandered into the light. I think I even saw one move when he was standing still. Reminds me of the shit I keep seeing in the engineering building. Can shadows be alive? Shit, I hope not. I’ve been doing some reading over the past few days, and I think I may have a name for the creepy guy outside my dorm. Proxy. And if he is, I’m fucked.

Need to step up my research, before that guy decides to come inside. And maybe arm myself. What the fuck do I arm myself with? Shit.

If That’s the Way It Is

 It’s not going to go away, is it? No matter how many semesters I take off of school, no matter how much I try to just ignore it. And I was so paranoid at home, kept thinking I was seeing things… what if it followed me? That would mean I can’t go ANYWHERE to get away from it. First my roommate, then that professor, shadows moving in the hallway, creepy professors (was it even a professor?) always there, just out of sight. There’s something going the fuck on, and it’s decided to drag me into it. Maybe it’s playing with me. Well, fuck that shit. I’ll play along. I’ll go looking, I’ll do some research, I’ll find out what it is and then I’ll fucking find a way to get rid of it. 

oh shit oh shit

Shit shit shit a professor is dead, they found his head in the woods and the rest of him somewhere else. I was just going to a party, just hanging out with my friends, why did they have to talk about it there? No one else is talking about it, I didn’t hear about it in class. My TA’s been out of class for awhile, what if it got him too? Fuck, it’s happening again, is that how my roommate died, is that why there was blood seeping out from under the door?

Why won’t it go away? Why did I come back? Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.